Talulah JellyBean: the best place for talulahs and/or jellybeans.     |     home Ramblings   |   Incident   |   Beatnik   |   Ablution   |   Afternoon   |   Glass Junk   |   Slumber   |   War   |   Blankage   |   Fortune Cookie   |   Wonderful   |   Flower Arrangement   |   Mushy   |   Fade and Crumble Flower Arrangement Wow, Amber, that sure is one bodacious flower arrangement! Wings, Wings, Everywhere wings, Against a pearlescent sky. And I gaze in envy and awe, And I want it so much that it hurts just to see it. I cry. Because a little is worse than none of it at all. So I can only look, but the tears keep me from seeing, Really seeing, really looking, really knowing. I cry, because I'll never be a part. I'm on the inside, looking out at you. From the safe safe inside The nice, Cold, Unfeeling inside. Blocked from the life-giving rays By Thin glass. Hugging my knees, I rock in the shadows. Unity and seclusion merge. Lost. lost lost lost lost lost. It loses all meaning.